Yesterday i was down . Really down . I thought after telling my cuzzy abt my situation yesterday i'll be fine . But its indeed NO ! She's 1yr younger den me . Andd she's the only cuzin i trust . But nw my trust to her is shakingg . It seem like she doesnt know how to appreciate thinggs . She's just indeed kpo as all her aunties and fwens andd her abg haziq especially . Soo i guess , my listeningg ears are only my fwens ? Yeaa . My brothers used to be my listening ears . But it is also shakingg nw .
I dun wanna really share everythingg out wid my fwens . Especially wid bbyP Suhailahh . Cuz everyone is havingg problems nw . She has her own problems andd im here addingg on more to her problems ? Its nt a nice thingg to do rite ? Eventhough u say its okayy . But i feel really shameful wid u . Jst too shameful . Well , i've gt ntg more to say . Just hope thinggs will get better soon . =)) andd thnk bbyP , Siti Suhailahh , for every single thingg . From the strt we get closed . Really appreciate it . I dunnoe how to repay u cuz ive gt nothingg . Jst hope our fwenship will last longg . =)) Love our fwenship lots ! Wid lots of love , im out . ♥