bored luhh !

hmm .. im currently soo freakingg bored . Got nothingg at all to do .

Uncle is comingg back next month ! ^^

Actually kind of cant wait for tomorrow's day cuz i gotta date tomorrow ! ^^

But still , im not sure yet . Boyfie is restingg , very tired after work . Dun wanna disturb his rest , but how am i goinna tell him abt tmr , haiz . silap2 tkk jadi siaa . -.-

haiyhaaai .. biarkann laa ehh .

Aniwaez , SUMPAH akuu daa naek geli nann kaaaaw ! eeeew ! stop it siaa . Freakingg "BITCH" .
HAHAHAHH !

This bitch aint a gerl . =)) Just saw their pics just now . makin geli siaa akuu . -.-

I just dun understand why that freakingg bitch wanna be a bitch . Cant that bitch just be ITself ?

Dun change to the opposite way n act oppositely . Cuz its soo freakingg disgustingg . Andd not only that , when that bitch is mad at me , that bitch will "COMPLAIN" to my bbyP . Andd when that bitch is mad bbyP , that bitch will like sum sort of "COMPLAIN" to me . Like , wth siaa ? Goingg around , tellingg people IT's stories . COMPLAIN , rather . -.- Its hard for bitches to change . Especially bitches like that bitch . That bitch cann nvr change till that bitch change to ITs proper way .

ps . more andd more people are getting sengeeeets ! soo , STOPP BEINGG SENGET BITCH ! Klaw kaw pk kaw boleyh mrh , kaw boleyh tunjok kaw peyh BIG , why not other people ? true ? =))

Im makingg use of this holiday periods to get rid of myself from that bitch . I dun wanna be a bitch . I dun wanna be sengets like that bitch . =)) Soo , i guess its a goodbye huhh bitch . Learn to appreciate nice people . =))

imisshubbyfeelsodifferentnow =(

hmm .. today was atiringg day .
 a damn tiringg one . Morningg 9-12 fitness trainingg n outdoor games .
Freakingg tiringg mann , after for so long didnt do any exercise at all . Denn 130 , studycamp till 430 .

Reached home at 530 . 6pm went down slack for awhile wid haikal , n riverside fwens till 8 andd back home again now . Mahh body is achingg yaw !

ohh well , wadever . tmr is hari raya haji andd wid my body's achingg walk here , walk there . damn , goinna be another tiringg andd sickeningg day . ohh yeaa , speakingg of sickeningg .

Had a small querell wid syaiful n he deleted me from his fb fwen list , andd it was AWESOME !

Today , im losingg syaiful . Yesterday i lost hariz . tmr ? hmm .. will be losingg everyone . how awesome tat goinna be . indeed , AWESOME ! i dunnoe how am i goinna really control everythingg . Everythingg seems wrongg . I dunnoe wads goingg on . My future , let fate decide . =) time now is 12am . Andd wanna get some rest now . nitez . =))

changed

Just got back from lib wid naz n adeq .
Did some studycamp work that is never endingg n damn , im freakingg tired nw .
Met lala n afiq too at bns denn off to skwel works !

hmm .. changed . wad abt changed ?

everything is changingg now . idk if its goinna be bad or its goinna be good .

Mum doesnt seem to appreciate wad she's havingg nw . Im now kinda busy wid skwels andd time really is runningg shot for me cuz i got those studycamp stuff till late eveningg . My first time ever goingg studycamp . Andd my studycamp work is still not done yet .

Just now , adeq mention that when im with naz , lala andd all i will forget him . But thats what he's doingg to me n not me doingg that to him . Andd mum is startingg not to believe me , again . -.-

Both family n aunties doesnt give me support at all .  Sumtimes , idk why this happen to me . Really brings me down . Mum asked , why cnt i just stay n study at home . Andd an easy ans : BECAUSE , no one cann help me when im stuck in anywhere ! Cuz i got a hopeless brother that noes nothing of my work , n mum ?  hopeless too ! Like mother like Son ! urgh !

hmm .. well , i guess i shall ignore those unappreciative pepps . =)

But i just dun understand why people dun appreciate me now ? im a changed gerl now , andd whoever gets me is really goinna be really lucky , seriously .

Im now getting a life andd currently doingg quite well eventhough its not really well yet . Time to change everythingg ! hmm .. cant wait for next mnth cuz my uncle is comingg out ! ^^

  im currently kinda tired nw . andd damn , got skwel again tmr . haiyooi !

 Time checked ; 0145am , andd im off to sleep ! nitez readers . =)