changed

Just got back from lib wid naz n adeq .
Did some studycamp work that is never endingg n damn , im freakingg tired nw .
Met lala n afiq too at bns denn off to skwel works !

hmm .. changed . wad abt changed ?

everything is changingg now . idk if its goinna be bad or its goinna be good .

Mum doesnt seem to appreciate wad she's havingg nw . Im now kinda busy wid skwels andd time really is runningg shot for me cuz i got those studycamp stuff till late eveningg . My first time ever goingg studycamp . Andd my studycamp work is still not done yet .

Just now , adeq mention that when im with naz , lala andd all i will forget him . But thats what he's doingg to me n not me doingg that to him . Andd mum is startingg not to believe me , again . -.-

Both family n aunties doesnt give me support at all .  Sumtimes , idk why this happen to me . Really brings me down . Mum asked , why cnt i just stay n study at home . Andd an easy ans : BECAUSE , no one cann help me when im stuck in anywhere ! Cuz i got a hopeless brother that noes nothing of my work , n mum ?  hopeless too ! Like mother like Son ! urgh !

hmm .. well , i guess i shall ignore those unappreciative pepps . =)

But i just dun understand why people dun appreciate me now ? im a changed gerl now , andd whoever gets me is really goinna be really lucky , seriously .

Im now getting a life andd currently doingg quite well eventhough its not really well yet . Time to change everythingg ! hmm .. cant wait for next mnth cuz my uncle is comingg out ! ^^

  im currently kinda tired nw . andd damn , got skwel again tmr . haiyooi !

 Time checked ; 0145am , andd im off to sleep ! nitez readers . =)