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Friday, August 13, 2010

a big different year . =((

the young uncle that always put joy in my life
Yesterday was a very tiringg day . I didnt get much rest . 6am till 2am no napp .
Reached home at abt 11+pm . Couldnt sleep till 2am . Yesterday was also a very sad dayy till everyone cnt control . Includingg me . =(  In skwel ngaa happy2 audition den mum called daa down gyle denn need to rush to toa payoh . sampai tk sempat nkk ambek bagg .  i was freakingg sad andd my tears just cnt stopp rollingg down my cheek . Well, diz year goinna be a very big diff year . My nenek keep on askingg, "aperh agaknyerh busu tgh buwat skgg ? " =( sadd huhh . feel like cryingg already seyh nw ! ohh my gosh ! 14mnths . very longg . im really missing him nw . Every nite b4 goingg to sleep, nenek will talk to me abt my 1and only beloved uncle wid tears in her eyes . Wonderingg hw would hari raya diz yr would be . 14mnths, im goinna miss my uncle . =(
 i wanna visit him as often as i cnn wid my granmother . but i know i cnt .
there's only 2questions tat will be repeatingly asked by my nenek . andd tat is , " aperh agaknyerh busu ngaa bikin ? " andd " mcm manerh  entah hari raye tahun ni nnt ?  " 
 i'll nt be able to go to my nenek house at toa payoh for 14mnths . Im goinna miss toa payoh atmosphere, uncle's toa payoh beautiful house , and toa payoh neighbours . But wads most, im goinna miss u, beloved uncle  . 14mnths, anitink cnn happen . Well i just goinna take good care of nenek as he put hopes on me to takecare of nenek for him . i'll promise u uncle . me either dun wan u to regret twice . dun wann the same thingg happen again like wad really happened wid late granfather n u .
i dun wan banana fruit 2times, haaahs ~ but im here will always doakan busu di bulan suci dan mulia ini . Semoga allah berikan busu kekuatan dan kesabaran dan rahmat.  aqilah will always remember u andd ur advices .

Love u much
 as my uncle . =))

To my fwens , sry i go off earlier tat day .
From today onwards jgk, nenek akuu daa tinggal nann akuu .
Andd akuu jgk tkleyh lpk2 slalu like we always do .
Work ? I dun think im allowed too .
14mnths bebb .
Its more than a year . =(
Soo, i hope u guys understand yarhs . =))