Now time is 2am sharp .
I hate midnitez, cuz i'll gt bored andd start to read people's blog, view people's fb . Every page i click, there's always at least a few pages on them andd their loved ones . OMG ! im soo down . i miss my past soo badly . i miss nt beingg solo . i miss beingg loved . i miss beingg hugged . i miss otp wid sumone . akuu rindu laa sgt2 dimanje dann dibelai oleh seseorangg jejaka . i miss everythingg in the past . Goshh, hw i wish i could rewind it. :(( But with a new guy of course, i guess ?
I know people will say its not the time yet . But we're humans too . "Yound kids" like me too have feelings like YOU "adults" . We do sometimes need to be loved dann dimanja . i miss all those . But wadd cann i do ? i dun wanna be goingg around findingg guys rite ? nonono, of course nt . i wanna end all this . i've promised to myself to end all this until i reached out of silingg maybe ? haha ! idk ..
Heckcare, nw im freakingg cold. Freezinggg ! buuuur ! haha .
Just nw went to witness the fireworks at wdlnds area only . It was funn, great though . We went to the town but jams all over . Den gt fed-upp, see at wdlnds only . haha . Denn go take my bro fron YOV denn reached home . Rabaak ehh ? NAtional day also my bro need to go work . haiyooo . Tmr plakk, will be goingg to JB wid cuzy . Andd my house, there's no one home . Andd im bored rite nw, currently havingg a conversation wid afiq and jinn . I think naz is bz for nw. Cuz she's nt as hyper as she is at this time . Lala, i hvnt chat wid lala for quite a longg time in msn . Maybe she's bz too . But ohh well, its okayy . My eyes are nw closingg, soo i guess its time for me to go to sleep . Soo till here, nitez ! =)