okayy , firstly im back to my own old life ! :DD
jyeaa ! im back to my single freedom life ! :))
i may look happy , but deep down im really2 very hurt . i couldnt take this anymore till it makes me wanna turn bi ! i wanna have a relationship wid the same sex . but of course i would wanna get married wid a HUSBAND . tsk-.-
yes , i broke off wid qamarul arifin . He needs to learn a lot more . He's not ready to have a relationship yet . So ive decided to let him go . Hhmm .. but life has to move on isnt it? :))
i had enough of cryings . haiz ..
speaking of crying , ive known this 1 guy named min . He's a singer . I do LOVED him . But im not sure for now cuz he's currently not happy wid me cuz i kept him waiting while i went to slacked .
He's actually 1 of my best male fwen , but actually im nt treating him like that ones .
He's more in fact , but he doesnt seem to see that .
I dun wanna be making the first move already . cuz it hurts to make the first move , seriously . Sadly , he didnt wanna listen to me , understand me and trust me . I thought he would be there for me . He's the one who brought my happy life back to the fullest . But Omg , seriously , i had enough .
these are the reasons why i wanna turn BI ! cuz all guys are like , the same . omg , i seriously do had enough . Boys , you are taking my feelings and tears so lightly .
IhateYouGuys , i seriously do;(
P.S(for muhammad mumin) ;
I dun mind what you wanna do next , cuz i know im in wrong . Do what you think is best .
TakeCare and GoodBye love