the moment when you get scoldings when they do something that is alright to them but not alright when u do it to them . haaishh , that sucks , isnt it ?

haishh , omg . my heart hurts more . 

im cant update everyday cuz im busy working already now . i cant sleep well , i got work tmr . 

my cough is real bad till it causes my throat and heart to be hurt soo bad . yaa allah ! tolong laaaa . baby just came and bought me medicine for coughs . appreciate that much hunny(":

now , i got this feeling stuck on my mind . the sucks feeling . damn it ! sometimes i dun wanna talk cuz it hurts . i dun wanna type it out , cuz im just lazy to think it back again . 

i just wanna go to the sea side and cool myself down . like seriously . 

maybe nxt week ? i wanna go ECP or changi . 

i dun wanna go waterfront cuz it makes not really much a difference for me .my heart really do hurts now . im gonna go for a smoke . i hate it with people give me attitude , but i'll ignore them . i just hate when YOU showed me ur freakingg attitude . i nvr tend to keep , butr thats me . like i said , let it just be me . dun youu . i wanna m.i.a . i cant take this anymore . seriously . i just wish haziq could see my future , see my intentions , see my sincereness . i need a break :"(