im havingg this feeling of uncertain . haaishh , i love him sooo much . but i cant really give whaat he wants makes me felt reaal sux . i know whaat i did was right . but , waait , right ? he's mad! at mt part , is right . but not as his :(( i jst dun waant that to happen . its nt that i dun trust him . buut , haaishh :(( i dun wanna lose him :( pleaase god . i wanna prove my mum wrong too .
i wanna take good care of him , pleaase :( i really do .
he's only who i got now . ive lost my friends . i dun wanna lose him :(
im sry i couldnt give what u want now . its just not the right time yet . pleaase .