no words cann decribe me now .

Time now is 0520pm . 31 December 2010 . Andd soon , in jst a few hrs comes 2011 . Andd omg , 2010 ends soo freaking faaast mann ! Next year is goinna be my very big year . Ive promised not to play around anymore n be more serious in things .

But still ii really do need someone to control me . I just dunnoe why cant i still contro myself . This is soo sad mann . I hate this . Hhmm .. Hope i'll be able to find sumone who is real to be fwens .

My parents are both no at home now . Not sure wad time will they be coming back home . I dun wanna be staying at home again like last year . Really2 wanna make a big different year when 2011 starts . Insyaallah , amin .

Hhmm .. went and met adeq jst nw as he left his HP in my bag. -.-

Met ayie n amirul for 2days straight . I find them really awkward . They seemed to be fine to be my fwens only . Not more denn that . Maybe being ttm will be enuf . Had fun wid them yesterday eventhough we didnt get to go bowling as planned . ;)

alright , im off to wdlnds civic centre for countdooooown denn off to Marinaaaa !

and its goinna be

HAPPY NEW YEAR (2011) EVERYONE ! ♥

P.S : I promise to change . i promise to be serious in the right time . I promise to work hard nxt year . With your help , i promise not to bring you down , love . Please stay and be there for me always and forever . iloveyoubby . one and only . ♥

Today is like my bad day . I dunnoe wads happening . Things got worse .
Well , met my old fwens today and accompanied but adeq . I jst cant believe wad happened jst now . How i wish i could predict everything in the world . I litterally dunnoe wad to do now . Ayie is upset that im like damn closed wid amirul . Jealousy ? Maybe huhh . Sometimes in life, its hard for us to make decisions . Andd i hate that very much . I jst dunnoe WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ?????? ;(  SERIOUSLY , I SWEAR I WANNA CRY OUT LOUUUUD ! I SWEAR I WANNA M.I.A WID THE BOTH OF YOUUUU !! URGH !

Happy 15 Birthday Nazirah ! ♥

FINALLY ! its 21st December where Nazirah really fully turned 15years old . hahah !

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY NUR NAZIRAH . may your wishes come true , dipangjangkan umor , dann jadi lah anak yang soleha . Amin .

Wanna apologies for not coming wid the Kinects to celebrate Nazirah's advance birthday yesterday .

Cuz Nazirah , pagy akuu gy buwat rmbt beyh finish betol2 kol 0115pm . denn lepas tuu gy sembawang japp beli barang2 untk class outing .

tapy check peyh check ramai tk gy pastu drngg postponed it to nxt wk . akuu nk text kaw nk blgg aku tk sempat, daa text panjang2 beyh sampai umaa daa mlm , baruu prasan yangg akuu tkk tekan SEND !

soo im really2 sry . see tat u had fun andd hope u really do .

see the picture up there ? thats the best buddies of 3n2(2010) .
multi-racial friendship . haha . Things happened so fast . Till i didnt realised that we are actually getting closer . Didnt expect for these to happen also actually . But this is what i call fate . Naseb yang tidak boleyh ditentukan . We had lots of fun together . Walaupon persahabatan ini tidak akan kekal , akuu tk kesah . Akuu tawuu aderh orgg akan ckp , drngg buwat pkai , nak2 yang kt hujong sbelah kanan tuu . Sebab krngg tawuu die gadoh nann kwn baek die . Tapy drng klaw baek balek pnn , ahbeyh si dektu lupekan akuu , akuu tk kesah . Sebab aperh ? Sbb akuu daa biase kene tinggal nann member . kadang2 akuu tk phm . asal akuu kene respect habes2 nann member2 akuu , tapy drngg tk pernah nk respect akuu ? Bile kte 2 orgg baruu kaw nk respect . Bile aku , kaw nann MEMBER2 KAW , kaw lyn akuu mcm aku nii tkderh prasaan .  Akuu pnn tk thuu uhs , aperh krng nk . Pade mate krng aku nii aperh ? bdk taik ? kental ? maseh mentah ? ehh pls laa , akuu same age nann krngg . klaw krngg nk ckp aku gituu , kaw pnn same nann akuu jgk . mmg uhs , tk kire umur . Klaw krng nkk ckp krng boleyh pikir , krng tawuu nii , tawuu tuu . tapy krng mcm bdk2 , tak tawuu lyn SUME member kaw dgn cara yang adil . krng suke nii orgg , kaw respect habes2 . Beyh bile tk suke nii orgg , kaw lyn die mcm die tuu tkderh prasaan . wth ?
Kte pnn mcm kaw jgk , aderh prasaan . kaw nkk orgg respect kaw , kaw pnn kene respect org laen jgk . Respect bkn saje kaw kene hormat . Tapy kaw kene lyn member2 kaw dgn cara yang adil . tuu pnn kire respect jgk . JANGAN pernah lupe kwn lmr . Sbb tanpa kwn lwr , u wont be who u are nw . kwn lmr is the best klaw krng nk tawuu . Akuu seriously tk kesah klaw kaw nk lupekan akuu . Tapy 1 thing uhh , jgn cari akuu . sbb krng aderh member baruu yng lagy baek perh .
akuu kesian , kesian jgk . akuu pnn aderh prasaan . Mestu kene tawuu limit2 die laa kayy . ♥

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wow , for soo longg didnt update my blog .
there lots and loooots of things for me to share out nw .

err .. hw should i strt ? hmm .. okayy , lets strt off wid today . Well , today had a real great fucking daaayy ! LOL , afiq was a real joker mann , im telling yaa . As planned , we wanted to go for ice-skating , but too bad theres damn loooots of people in the ice-skating court . Andd we end upp playying bowling instead andd it was my first ever time playying bowling !! hahaha ! Unbelieveable huhh ? But nt bad , its was freakingg fun aniwaez . + funny . hahah ! andd there a random guy said "HI" , to me ? hahah ! WTH !! hotstuff sgt ke ? wakakakka ! jkjk . denn we went headingg home after lala got her smallsmall toy she playyed . anddphotos will be uploading ltr . ^^

ohh well , enuf of today .
lets talk abt my life . Since i didnt update my blog for soo damn long .

Aderh hikmah disebaliknyerh . akuu sungguh percaye dengan kate2 itu . ia terbukti . akuu percaye dengan Allah S.W.T . akuu terbayangg-bayangg dan dengan secare tiba2 , akuu teringat pula pkck ku yng kini sangat amat ku rindui dan perlukan sekali . Pkck tidak pernah bersolat , dann juga , tidak pernah berpuase . Tiap-tiap malam , clubbing , tmpt2 maksiat itulaa tmpt yng akan die pergy dgn tiada putus . Kini , hidup nya sudah pnn mula berubah . die menjadi seorang yng alim dan beriman . Dia suda mula bersolat . Mendengar azan membuwat nya berasa sungguh tenang kata pkck ku bila ku kunjungi nya di tmpt tertutup itu . Melihat wajah nya , ingin ku menjatuhkan airmata ku . tetapi ku harus kuatkan diri . Wajah yang penuh dgn kekesalan , kesedihan yang tidak dapat diluahkan . iya , iya sungguh amat sedih . sedih kann ? =(( aku sungguh merindui pkck ku . ya allah , cepatkan laa masa supaya pkck ku boleyh disamping ku kembali .

pheew ~ so touching ! wkakaak ! okayy , sumpah aku sedih siaa . nii kata2 jujur daripada hati yng suci dan seikhlas-ikhlas nabi . cheeeyydibaah ! hahhah , but wad to do . life must go on ..

Okayy , recently , im getting to get closed wid hamsa . and sinMin maybe ? hahah ! things in life happened to fast . till i didnt realise tat we're buddies ? wkakaka ! i jst cnt believe this ! another unbelieveable case ! hahaah ! tidak ku sangka sungguh tidak ku dugaa !! haha , siak uhs . okayy uhs , hadd fun also wid them . lagypnn tk slh siaa aku nk rapt nann drng . sbb akuu suke ! haahhah , tkderh sen , aderh member kaya raya bebb ! wkakakak ! sial uhs ! prangai mate juitaaann ! haha , tkderh laa , fake laa . kaylaa , till here . byee ~

bored luhh !

hmm .. im currently soo freakingg bored . Got nothingg at all to do .

Uncle is comingg back next month ! ^^

Actually kind of cant wait for tomorrow's day cuz i gotta date tomorrow ! ^^

But still , im not sure yet . Boyfie is restingg , very tired after work . Dun wanna disturb his rest , but how am i goinna tell him abt tmr , haiz . silap2 tkk jadi siaa . -.-

haiyhaaai .. biarkann laa ehh .

Aniwaez , SUMPAH akuu daa naek geli nann kaaaaw ! eeeew ! stop it siaa . Freakingg "BITCH" .
HAHAHAHH !

This bitch aint a gerl . =)) Just saw their pics just now . makin geli siaa akuu . -.-

I just dun understand why that freakingg bitch wanna be a bitch . Cant that bitch just be ITself ?

Dun change to the opposite way n act oppositely . Cuz its soo freakingg disgustingg . Andd not only that , when that bitch is mad at me , that bitch will "COMPLAIN" to my bbyP . Andd when that bitch is mad bbyP , that bitch will like sum sort of "COMPLAIN" to me . Like , wth siaa ? Goingg around , tellingg people IT's stories . COMPLAIN , rather . -.- Its hard for bitches to change . Especially bitches like that bitch . That bitch cann nvr change till that bitch change to ITs proper way .

ps . more andd more people are getting sengeeeets ! soo , STOPP BEINGG SENGET BITCH ! Klaw kaw pk kaw boleyh mrh , kaw boleyh tunjok kaw peyh BIG , why not other people ? true ? =))

Im makingg use of this holiday periods to get rid of myself from that bitch . I dun wanna be a bitch . I dun wanna be sengets like that bitch . =)) Soo , i guess its a goodbye huhh bitch . Learn to appreciate nice people . =))

imisshubbyfeelsodifferentnow =(

hmm .. today was atiringg day .
 a damn tiringg one . Morningg 9-12 fitness trainingg n outdoor games .
Freakingg tiringg mann , after for so long didnt do any exercise at all . Denn 130 , studycamp till 430 .

Reached home at 530 . 6pm went down slack for awhile wid haikal , n riverside fwens till 8 andd back home again now . Mahh body is achingg yaw !

ohh well , wadever . tmr is hari raya haji andd wid my body's achingg walk here , walk there . damn , goinna be another tiringg andd sickeningg day . ohh yeaa , speakingg of sickeningg .

Had a small querell wid syaiful n he deleted me from his fb fwen list , andd it was AWESOME !

Today , im losingg syaiful . Yesterday i lost hariz . tmr ? hmm .. will be losingg everyone . how awesome tat goinna be . indeed , AWESOME ! i dunnoe how am i goinna really control everythingg . Everythingg seems wrongg . I dunnoe wads goingg on . My future , let fate decide . =) time now is 12am . Andd wanna get some rest now . nitez . =))

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Just got back from lib wid naz n adeq .
Did some studycamp work that is never endingg n damn , im freakingg tired nw .
Met lala n afiq too at bns denn off to skwel works !

hmm .. changed . wad abt changed ?

everything is changingg now . idk if its goinna be bad or its goinna be good .

Mum doesnt seem to appreciate wad she's havingg nw . Im now kinda busy wid skwels andd time really is runningg shot for me cuz i got those studycamp stuff till late eveningg . My first time ever goingg studycamp . Andd my studycamp work is still not done yet .

Just now , adeq mention that when im with naz , lala andd all i will forget him . But thats what he's doingg to me n not me doingg that to him . Andd mum is startingg not to believe me , again . -.-

Both family n aunties doesnt give me support at all .  Sumtimes , idk why this happen to me . Really brings me down . Mum asked , why cnt i just stay n study at home . Andd an easy ans : BECAUSE , no one cann help me when im stuck in anywhere ! Cuz i got a hopeless brother that noes nothing of my work , n mum ?  hopeless too ! Like mother like Son ! urgh !

hmm .. well , i guess i shall ignore those unappreciative pepps . =)

But i just dun understand why people dun appreciate me now ? im a changed gerl now , andd whoever gets me is really goinna be really lucky , seriously .

Im now getting a life andd currently doingg quite well eventhough its not really well yet . Time to change everythingg ! hmm .. cant wait for next mnth cuz my uncle is comingg out ! ^^

  im currently kinda tired nw . andd damn , got skwel again tmr . haiyooi !

 Time checked ; 0145am , andd im off to sleep ! nitez readers . =)

goodbye singapore andd hello china =))

Wow , time files really fast . Its already end of october andd november is comingg .
Andd as usual , end of year exams will led us up to sec4NA . Andd of course , my China trip is comingg ! =)) Will be goingg to china tmr andd be back on friday . 5days , 4nights .
damn , sumpah akuu miss ajul . byk2 orgg akuu leyh miss ajul sgt2 plakk nii .. haiz , fck ! need him =(
Syaiful's already upset wid me cuz i told him tat im att wid ajul . Denn nw i still need to tell wann n adi . In process of telling adi , but nt yet wann . omg , satu2 aderh same feelings towards me ! kiwaak !! nii laa kaw , tkk pk psl prasaan orangg ! omg aqilah ! berubah laa !! jgnn maenkan prasaan orangg lagy ! nnt kaw dipermaenkan !! urgh ! stepp kali akuu nkk kua mesti aderh jerqk problem ! daa laa nenek dari pagy kuaa tkk balek2 , buwat sume orgg risau . mak akuu stress denn bisingg2 ! wahh , siakk uhs , hidopp ! terok perqk ??
haiz , heck care laa . im flyingg off to china tmr morning already . goinna miss my fwens andd bbyajul♥  time nw is 1215am . andd im off to sleep ~

Heyyaaw . =)

wow , for such a long time did not update my blogy . Beingg very lazy actually . =)

Today was indeed a super great day . Morningg wid ajulbby , afternoon wid lalabbyprecious . 

Manage to go to sembawang park wid lala which was actually planned to be at yishun . haahs ~ but its, wow . fun siaa ! LOL . Hadd fun otw there too , haha . especially when comes the "bus" part . lol . Took pictures too there . Me , being a very well photographer . haahs ! ohh well , 2nd mission accomplished . 3rd , comingg upp soon . =)

Time now is 0334am .

Andd i still cant sleep . Went to bed already at 12am , but was waken upp by the cool-ness of my room . -.- ANDDandd !! .. omg ! today's already saturday , and im like got 2more days to go for Chinaaaaa ! LOL ! wow , mcm lalabbyprecious jgk ckp , bkn aperh uhs , but sbb tk pernah gy peyh psl excited gyle babi ! haha ! lol . happyhappy baangeet ! =DD 5days 4nights , wow . Its like 5days of normal skwelingg days . okayy laa tuhh . But , will sure miss bby, fwens n family so much . Andd yeaa nenek , u gotta be independent ! Tdo sendiri dlm bilik eqee tuhh ! haha ! sumpah siakk , tkk sabaaar ! LOL !

Tomorrow , will be out to town to buy things tat are needed .

Lala is confirmed wid boyfie akiid , me still nt yet confirm .

ninabuu, menyusahkan org jerqk ! If i dun expect wad i expected tmr from bby , hmm .. mmg ! mmg kaw .. will just wait andd see . got me like , OMG ! im soo in love , i found u finally ! bbyiloveyouu !=DD

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HGL ! ^^

heyheyy !
Didnt update much diz few days . Wanted to update but half way sumthingg pulled me back to bed . hehe cuz was busy studyingg for eoy examinations . Exams were fine . Sum paper seemed to be easy n also sum seemed to be very difficult . Very scare if i fail my english ! >.< but its really a relief when exams over . But nt till resutls ! haisss !

Well , today is friday n its like , wow , so fast ?? o.O
Just in 10more days , i'll be flyingg over to China , Anxi ! wooohhooh ! Soo freakingg excited ! ^^
Juat cant wait . Last week went to Sepangg at KL , malaysia . Witnessed the MotoGP ! wow . Saw rossi n was like , WOWW ! jumpingg2 upp n downs . =DD gereeek dohh ! ^^ but didnt get to see him . Cuz we'll need RM2000 in order to see him , shake his hand , hug him , kissed him , take pictures wid him n everythingg wid him . haha ! wow . hw i wish i were a rich gerl . hmm ..

Currently , listeningg to songs, testingg akachaan n doingg some research on Anxi, China . =))
Guaiguai mahh .. lol . Tmr goingg to gym wid ikaa .
Was planningg , to straighten or small curls hair for me ? hmm ..

eqeewanoni =))

Well heyyaa , ntg much happen today . As usually , skwel was fine . Had english paper1 n SocialStudies EOY examinations . English paper1 was quite , nt to say easy , but okayy laa . SocialStudies ? ohh my , please dun ask . As usual , only do 2questions -.- soo maybe i'll get 7\50 ? or usual number i get is 1 . haha . -.-
It may be a joke to me but nt to afiqah n laiyinah . They scold me like hell , ask me why nvr do . " u wanna fail isit ?!" Those sort of things . But wadver laa .


Today's date is 8 of october 2010 , goinna be 9\10\10 soon .
Andd remainingg of only 15days to go andd i'll be sayingg , " HELLO CHINA ! " haha , wow . cant wait . fuuuh ~
I wanna go china is because i wanna exprience the life there n especially the teas there ! =DD
But still need to focus on studies first . Im sure im goinna pass this year . But maybe nt wid flyingg colours, cam biase jgk . But im still aimingg for JCs . hmpft . Its like , i wanna pass but dun wanna study . I wann everythingg to come to me andd i'll just wait n do nothingg . How i wish im a rich girl . haha . everythingg also , " BIK ! MARI SINI ! " hahah .


Andd to jinn , kaw sume orgg pnn kaw suuuuke ! sume pnn kaw " jatohh cinta "
aperhh ? nii yngg terakhir ? world uhs kaaaaw ! hahah . stepp terakhir jerqk . nii laa , jantan2 zaman skgg . haaaahs ~ 

Heyyaww ! =))

Didnt update cuz beingg busy outsides .

End of year exams are also comingg . Im soo nt ready for the exams . Which is startingg TOMORROW . ohh boyy . -.- kindaa stress here too . Im just worry abt my english . If i fail english , i need to pass the subjects tat i'll confirm fail . Dunn wanna repeat 1year ! its really fuckingg waste ! haiz . Only 1 responsibility also hard to comply . hmm .. wonder hw parents handle lots of responsibilities . o.O

Aniwaez , friday after skwel went for SHISHA ! =))

Wid akachan , sue , curl andd lala . Lala followed us late at 6pm when akachan n me hadd to go off earlier . Soo there's nt much fun there . but still its fun . best i've ever hadd ! haha ! wish to go there again .

There's skwel tmr , andd there's exams too tmr . -.-

I dun wanna study , but i wanna pass . -.-  fck , i dunnoe how to change this attitude of mine . hate it siaa . i really2 do need help in these . okayy , i admit that i actually need to be controlled . i need sumone to control me , my attitude andd all . Dun wanna be failingg . But i cant do it myself , just need sumone . But i still dunnoe who will tat sumone be . =(

Miss u , uncle . Ohh God ,  fast the time please !

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wow , tonight was an emotional night for me . Im a missing sumthingg ? idk .

jiwangs kedengaran . haha . Beingg listening to jiwangs songs since jst nw . wow .

Well , currently chatz wid ahcapp yngg ngaa busy buwat records -.- suro buwat 1, skgg berlambak2 . stepp maluu , stepp tknk , pastu last2 , records berlambak . -.- nii laa manusia .

Aniwaez , just nw  , dayy was great but eveningg , sux . Babi peyh China , paitao akuu . Banyakk sgt mkn babi siakk dektuhh . Last min cancel cuz fwens ask him to join them in playingg takraw . like wtf rite ? Bastard ? yeaa , indeed bastard . He's takingg revange . cuz on friday i paitao him already . haha . but heck care .

Hadd a emotional night tonight . =((
Dion called me , andd talk things emotionally .
Denn indra peyh mepekk daa strt , akuu mls nkk lyn . nkk bbl emo2 . -.-
Tbe2 terplay lagu jiwangs den strt to be jiwangs , tats its an emotional night . haha !
Chatted wid naz jst nw , daa laa emotional night , denn she recommended me a video , sad video some more . haha . Lagenda Budak Setan . Starting already like funn . Wanna watch more uhs . Okayy , time nw is 0110am . Wanna go n watch nw or i wnt have time to watch n wake upp late again tmr . -.-
Soo , nitez . =))

Forgive me. ♥

Wow , hadd kinda great dayy today . Beingg laughingg through the whole dayy . In skwel , outside skwel . haha . Andd thnks lala to for the treats just nw . Todayy skwel as per-normal , awesome , haha .

Woke upp late for skwel denn rush rush rush ! lucky ezlink card is still wid me . =)

Denn met lala den slack for awhile den go nw . Will be goingg to airport later . Send my brother for his Medann trip for 2weeks ! hmm .. goinna miss him . Next month , my turn plakk ! Go China ! Yeeppydoo ! =DD Denn , my lil bro , go Batam . haha ! -.-

Aniwaez , cant wait for friday ! haha ! Goingg out to town wid lala n her boyfie n adeqq n nazirah . yeaa .

Just reached home from "study" . -.- lmbt siaa drngg nkk sampai n strt blajar , in fact , takk blajar pnn . -.-

Forgive me mum , forgive me dad , forgive me lil&elder bro .
Forgive me nenek , forgive me fwens , forgive me everyone .
Forgive me for wadever wrong i did , Especially to mummy .
Mum seem to be very worry abt me . She's scare if i were to do stupid stuff n end upp regretingg just like my uncle . Mummy cried just nw . Cuz too worry abt me . -.-
Mummy , as im growingg , my brains are growingg too . Soo please dun worry abt me soo much . I promise to take care of myself n do good things andd not bringg any shame on our family , i promise . I noe whats good n whats bad for me . please , let me be independent . Study ? yeaa , i promise to study too . I'll try to get ur wish andd that is to see me enteringg the JCs . Just need ur support n doa here . 1December2010 is my opperation . SCAAAARYY derhh ! kayy laa , time nw is 1117pm n im tired n sleepy already. =) Soo till here . =)) Byee .

*sobsobb*

Heyy , today i finally got to meet ahcap . But sadly , eventhough its my precious moment, it still hurts me lots .

Whatever that hadd just happened just now is still runningg fresh in my mind . I just love him so much n wans him for myself now n later, forever . He may cann nvr be mine .. if they were to last looongg . =((

Yeaa , ahcap is att . But yet we are not behavingg like a fwen . It really do hurts me alot when whatever we do has sumthingg got to do wid her gf . tkkn akuu nkk hancurkan kebahagiaan orgg kann ? -.-

Soo i guess its best if i go . Its okayy if im hurt by u here . Cuz this heart in me hadd always been hurt by others .

Everytime im wid ahcap especially when there's sumthingg gotta do wid his gf , ive always put on a fake smile . Andd of course it hurts alot ! Andd im like seriously abt to cry just nw ! Andd finally the tears are dropped nw . =(( I just dun understand why its hard for me to get sumone who i really love so much . Cuz each time i love sumbody , that sumbody will be attached wid sumone else . kamarul tat i loved is att , Dion tat i love is att , andd nw ahcap . -.- wtf . when will all diz endd ? Ahcap says im still youngg n have a longg way to go n wans me to concentrate wid my studies n dun think abt relationships stuff . Doesnt he understand wads "come naturally" means ? Its inevitable u see .

haiz , but nvm . i'll suffer again diz time . I guess my life is meant to not to be happy . My eyes now are hurtingg too . no more water ? haish ! -.-

But wadever it is , today's my day tat im tryingg to treasure positively . I cant kiss u as much as i want , i cnt hug u as much as i want andd i also cnt love u as much as i want . But u'll still be in me . Andd im still soo happy tat i met u just

niwaez , End-Of-Year exams are just around the corner . Andd i wanna be promoted to sec4NA .

Need to strt study already . Need to be stronger . Time nw is 1014pm . Andd im off . Till next time . byee ~

(Y) another bad night(Y)

Today hadd a funn n tiringg day in the day . Go raya wid fwens n denn after go home , met lala for a while . Andd bla bla bla .

Wow , best huhh ? ahcap just made me cry n damn worry . I just dun understand wads in ahcap till he cant even share out . Hmm .. but nvm , i wont be like forcingg to tell me wads happeningg in him . Eventhough im his fwen , n his my fwen , but i really love him soo much . He is sumthingg to me . I love him more denn anyone else . Just cant let him go . Andd now , he wants me to forget abt him ! ='(

I still need him . He's still sumone to me no matter wadd . Andd really hope to see him outside my skwel tmr . I miss u , ahcap ! =(

hmm .. haiz , i dunnoe wad more goinna happen .

Well currently , eiss n me are ntg now . We hadd our broke upps yesterday . I just need n wants him to change his whole attiude , tats all . He called me just now n wanted me to love him back . Well , i dunnoe . Im really confuse now . Dun wanna think abt it as End-Of-Year are just around the corner .

Hmm .. Time now is 0203am .

Andd im off to sleep . Nitez readers . =)

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Heyyaa , im currently like havingg some problems here .

Lala , i noe u noe . shaaasshh kayy ? =)) Well , actually problems wid studies n personal stuffs . End-Of-Year Exams are comingg ! 2wks more to like revise . -.- Askingg some help from farihin n cuzy abg nabil .

Personal stuffs ? Let it be in the "twins sisters" oni . =)) Wow , hadd a lot of fun wid lala , eventhough in a text msges pnn , we cann still have fun as if she's beside me . i miss her . =(

Yesterday met bby kecyq , denn ejan n faizal at 888 .

Wow , kecohh . Adeqq , paitaaoo ! -.-

Todayy , goingg out later . Go raya -.- nvr endingg .

Andd tmr , outings again wid abgfanz n adeqzann n maybe meetingg lala . =))

Wow , bile maw study ? -.-

Guess , need to sacrifice 2wks without goingg for any slackings .

I wanna aim for JCs . hmm .. Cann i ? Gotta studyy ! Attitude , need to be change . Andd i need sumone to guide me ! I need indra n farihin to guide me . =(

OMG , sumpahh nenek akuu skgg irritatingg nkk mampos !

Aderh die leyh tanye akuu , " kaw kakak ke adeqq? "

"irfann abg ke adeqq?" kmk , wtf ?

Soalan mepek ttm knn ? haiz . Daa tanye , tanye lagy plakk tuhh . kwk , sumpahh siakk irritatingg .

Denn nw , tanye lagy , nkk gy raye umaa saperh ? nenek tkkn ikot boleyh ? kwk !

Nenek akuu bisingg2 , tanye2 , mk akuu irritated , beyh mrh2  akuu . siakk uhs .

haiyooii !

Time nw is 0637pm . N daddy's home already n im out .

-.-

Todayy , RTU again . -.-

Mondayy went to skwel , RTU . Tuesday nvr come skwel , no RTU . Wednesday came back skwel , RTU again ! until tat pariah say " youu again ! " -.- wtf .

Denn paitao bby again . -.- Lala bby precious also i cannot meet . haiyooii !

Left skwel at 5 . Den go home wid the twins . Miraa , 3days RTU ! haha ! Nice miraa . Goinna have fun in there ! Surely . haha . >.<

Okayy , time now is 0303am ! Andd ive got not much thingg to post soo time to sleep .

 Nitez readers .  =))  ♥♥

Sick ! Sick ! Sick !

Well heyy , Im currently not feeling very well , since yesterday . I feel like im floatingg ! -_-"

Fever is like comingg back too . My throat are hurtingg too . All these made me to have no mood to do anything . Haiz , omg .

Today went to skwel , in the morning already my history teacher called me out . Andd ask why i nvr attend class . -__-" Denn talk2 , den i kena RTU again ! walaaaneeyh ! haiyoooi ! Im afraid my RTU will be on thursday andd tat is tmr , n im meetingg bby kecyq tmr too ! -___-" fuck those RTUs .

My eyes are now tearing andd my headd are floatingg high . That also means , i cant take it anymore , Soo yeaa , till here . =))

♥♥♥♥

Time checked : 0405am

Hadd quite a tiringg day today . But mostly its fun . Very fun . haha .
Didnt went to skwel todayy , cuz im freakingg lazy . Went to poly andd gave all sorts of excuses for an MC .
Denn proceed to cwp meet bby kecyq . Denn walk2 , denn time to go home !
Hmm .. I really hadd a freakingg fuun dayy today , like seriously . ♥ ^^
Actually , im kinda tired n lazy to post more . Soo yeaa ,  till here laa kayy . =))
Nitez . ♥♥

♥♥" I SAW A TREASURE MAP  , ANDD THAT TREASURE MAP LEAD ME TO YOUR HEART ... I JUST WANNA SAY I TREASURE YOUU ANDD I LOVE YOUU ! " ♥♥