someone needed

im feelingg a lil restless now . a lil worried . hard pain(susah hati-.-)lol. 

without knowingg why .

isit adeeq ? or isit ahziq ? ahziq's fine . yes i believed . my angels wont mistaken me .

 i guess for not revealingg the truth out .

ohh mann )): omg . yaa allah! kuaat kan laaa semangaat kuu ini!

  i dunnoe what am i thinkingg . im touch but more to sad to see ahziq cried yesterday .

"she taught me something that no one has ever done,even though theres some stubborn through it,but she patiently teach me. i realised that its not good to take advantaged of someone which they love you and you gave shits in return): how dissapointment rite?i bet thats what she feels afterall. "

This is what ahziq wrote . I hope ahziq got my message right .

sayangg , please remember 1 thing that i cann never be mad at youu eventhough i said i did .

cuz when i did , i realised that i actually cant be mad . that feeling of maddness in me for youu changed . theres pains , but i cant hate youu.

i just lovee youu too much kayy .

please mind me . im not actually teachingg youu . but i just what youu to realise what youu did was not liked by many . why i did  this is because in case any lady

were to come ? (: soo youu wont repeat the same old mistake(:

okaaaay sry! pleaase dun be mad . iloveyouu! ((:

im hurt to see that .

 omg , ahziq pleaase , i loveeyouu sooosoo much okaayy .

 i cant stand to leave youu alone too . im sry for doingg that .

 im not sad or disappointed for what you did to me okay . im not(":

cuz i know and i believe theres a reason behind it kann ?(":

 and , no one wants be treat anyone like shits, especially to their love ones . right? (:

i hope youu really take all these that happened as a learningg journey for youu . for us .

youu know i will never gonna leave youu nor to stopp lovingg youu .

the sincereness in youu cann be seen in ur eyes .

those sincere eyes in youu showed me , how sincere youu were for lovingg me and how bad youu dun wanna leave me . i know kaay . thanks for provingg me right again .

youu dun have to show me more , i only need ikhlasaan dari youu .

 but im sry to say that i cant have things to happen between us yet .

i have to sort things out with adeq dulu japp . denn we cann be as whaat u always wanted us to be . we got a loong way to go okaay sayangg .

please be patiene together with me . i need youu by my side still hunny . i just hope , i know youu could understand me , right ? (:

babylove ahziq , i love youu soosoomuch that nothingg cann really make my words empty .

i just hope youu wont give me and same-same sabaar kay dengan I . we will make it this time . but that time just havent give us the permission to do so .

ujian baby , ujian .

I taak pernah dann I taak boleyh pon marahkan youu kay sayangg . perasaan sayangg tuu daa conquer it all . whatever has done , lets have that as our love learningg journey(:

iloveyouu(:

;smileeeyLady