prayingg hardd !

heyy, todayy ? was quite funn . Sue last min told us she didnt come school . If i didnt call her, i wouldnt know she's nt comingg to school .  -_- Duringg ps we did some relationshipp thingyy . haha . was fun though . After school when for the fas for an hr den go 38 for a while and reached home .


Well currently, im worringg abt tmr's result for my uncle . Scare if he's goinna be inside tat "enclosed room" . If he's goinna be in there , my grandma will be stayingg wid me untill maybe he's out ? Prayyingg hard he cnn escape from all this . If she stays wid us here in wdlnds, i'll have to go back home straight from school . No more slackingg for me . Or maybe no saturday outings too ? I pity my grandma n uncle soo damn much . I really feel real damn sadd for them . Especially my grandma who is already quite old . Die daa laa kurus nkk mampos ! Dunno if she's goinna be fine or not . I think she will . I'll take very good care of my grandmother as she's the only grandmother im closed to . I dun wan my uncle to regret againn . I dun wann the past to rewind againn to my uncle . When i say past means nt the past tat he did recently . The past tat im talkingg abt is the really old past 1 . When i still live in my old house at admiralty . I dun wanna say anithink nw cuz things have nt happen yet . Cuz i believe every word tat comes out from our mouth is a pray for them n for me . Soo, im nt goinna say anitink yet for nw . Cuz i dun wann it to happen . Just hopingg my uncle n grandma will be strongg tmr . =))

=))

Well heyy , didnt update yesterdayy cuz gt no time andd im freakingg tired yesterdayy . Nw pnn still tiredd ! haaiiz .
Okayy, lets strt .
Here it goes ..
First and for most, my mum and i, we're fine nw !  =)) ^^ No more silence between us anymore . But im still angry wid my broken gelangg andd rantai !  -_-  haaahs .
Me andd afiqah ? We're already fine too as we hadd a talk just nw andd she finally admit . Dunnoe wads her motive doingg all tat .
Precious , dearest andd me ? unwordable . HAHA ! Is there such word ? LOL . We're as usually, doingg more denn fine . Andd a great time in and after school , especially after school . ^^  Hadd a crispy kfc chicken yesterdayy . ^^ THANKYOUU SITI SUHAILAHH !  :DD  After eatingg, cam biase we need a stick to warm our body ^^ haha . While we were lookingg for sumone wid trusted face to buy for us 1, we was this "disordered" uncle . Semot go forward andd ask . "uncle, uncle, cann help ??" but the uncle *look down and up* andd stare away . hahah . Disordered uncle obviously cnt help us . But end upp iqbal buy for us . Andd after tat, we go dewann , wait for iqbal , slack2 for a while until 6 den all dismissed . haha .
Ohh yes ! Yesterdayy morningg was rainingg, precious and me were runningg under the rain while sue andd afiqq walk under the umbrella like a sweetsweet couple ! haha . Yesterdayy was an enjoyment .

Okayy, enough of yesterdayy .
Todayy ? Was great ? Yeaa .
Nothingg much happen todayy .
After school go wdlnds lmr andd eat . Denn go dewann , thought ayiekiddo was there . But damn ! He's nt. Wadd a waste ;(( haha . Denn procreed to civic den kena halauu. -_-
Padahal, we only sitsit without makingg any noise, doingg our hw somemore . Denn kenaa halauu . Haaiz . People nowadays are soo pathetic . -.-

Nur Nazirah todayy lepakk nann chomel ?! OMG ! Die tkk ajaaak ! jealous nyerh kuuu ! HAHA ! Tkperh naz, luu jagaa . ^^

True colours of youu ?

Yesterday i was down . Really down . I thought after telling my cuzzy abt my situation yesterday i'll be fine . But its indeed NO ! She's 1yr younger den me . Andd she's the only cuzin i trust . But nw my trust to her is shakingg . It seem like she doesnt know how to appreciate thinggs . She's just indeed kpo as all her aunties and fwens andd her abg haziq especially . Soo i guess , my listeningg ears are only my fwens ? Yeaa . My brothers used to be my listening ears . But it is also shakingg nw .

 

 I dun wanna really share everythingg out wid my fwens . Especially wid bbyP Suhailahh . Cuz everyone is havingg problems nw . She has her own problems andd im here addingg on more to her problems ? Its nt a nice thingg to do rite ? Eventhough u say its okayy . But i feel really shameful wid u . Jst too shameful . Well , i've gt ntg more to say . Just hope thinggs will get better soon .  =)) andd thnk bbyP , Siti Suhailahh , for every single thingg . From the strt we get closed . Really appreciate it . I dunnoe how to repay u cuz ive gt nothingg . Jst hope our fwenship will last longg .  =)) Love our fwenship lots ! Wid lots of love , im out . ♥

randoms ?

QEILAH =))

Time checked : 148am

Well heyy , ntg much happen todayy . Kindaa bored dayy todayy . Sume paitaooo ! Nvr come skwel ! sedeeeeyh ;((  didnt chu noe i cried ? HAHA ! kayy, mepekk . part tuhh kinda bedekk uhs ehh .. shaaaash ! eyy, soo sry laa ehh . i dnt cry over these such small thinggs . Im already 15 , come uhs ! i noe u hvnt .. haaaahs ! kayy, daa . akuu daa bbl sendiri ? -__-

damn boredd . gt nothingg much to do .

Yesterdayy went back home straight n reached at 240pm ? WOW , believe it ppl ? haha ! first time siaaak !  okayy , im boredd , soo i'll talk randomly . Mira hadd no fwens jst nw n look for me . andd i gt no one, i oso went to find her ! haha ! buwat pkai . i told her tat frankly . HAHA ! andd she was staringg at me andd laugh, like wth ?
 -___-  Jst nw , reached home at abt 345pm . Got public canningg laa seyhh ! HAHA ! The name is Shahrul Izzar Bin Ismail a.k.a manGAGA(popopopoker face) . He served 3strokes of the malaysia cane . haaaahs ! 2nd stroke he cnt take it already . It was like , PADANN MUKE DIE ? sedaaaap siaaak . But keciaaan laa kann .. haiz . sedeeeyh . tuhh uhs , stepp gerekk . Nii laa die consequences nyerh .

Okayy , nw currently havingg a conversation wid siti suhailah .
MSN : only lala online . sume bz buwat taeik mate i guess ? lala ? bz nann crow . HAHA ! jkjk .
FB : siti suhailah , faizal andd spadeyy  
Mendaaaaq kannn ?!  haiz  -___- 

If only im still somebody's property, perhaps i'll be otp nw . But too badd . Everythingg's gone ;((
Andd history, memories are also all gone . FADES AWAYY .. FAAAAR2 AWAY .. =))
Never goinna be the same =)) yeaaa ! 

Ntg much to sayy already , soo b4 i push my mepekk any further . Till here denn , byeee ~  =))

The Blood Pledge

Todayy was quite a fun n awesome day . Especially after school hrs !  ^ ^ : DD

In school, afiqah still wid ur grandmother story but im fine wid it, still . Naseb akuu baek nkk jgk lynkn cite nenek kaw ! But kinda pity her. Wow, she really hadd a hard time nw wid her life . Hmm .. tuhh laa, tangan terlalu ringan uhs tuhh minah krens . Haiz, tkk phm uhs .

After school, rainingg soo heavily ! Thurnder , THURNDER , thurnder everywhere . scaaaaarry !

Reached CWP, lala plann nkk mkn but endd upp at Cathay . Daa tkk jadi die nkk mkn .. Keciaaaan kann die ? :(( Hmm .. But nvm ! I gt to watch The Blood Pledge ! huhu ^ ^  HAHA ! Thnks siti suhailahh for the tickets ! Saaayaaaaang saudari BbyP kuush ! =)) The movie was awesuuuum ! Love it , Lovingg it soo daaamn muuuch ! WOW ! Everyone must go n watch . Really awesuum . Just feel like goingg for the second round , haha . Andd everyone , SITI SUHAILAHH PENAKOT NAKK MAMPOS, U NOE! HAHA ! She hugged me, closed her eyes like 1coward lalat sitingg beside me, andd she is ! hahah ! FAKE ! Its a horror movie actually . But its kinda ntg to me . Not tat scary, its just the sound effect that really wakes u upp ! LOL . Suspension banyaaaak sekali . Popcorn, not yet half an hour watch the movie, the popcorn gone already in Iqbal stomach , Zann stomach andd Lala stomach . -__-

But over all its was superb ! After the movie, we meet nazirah for a while just to see her slippers torn ? HAHA ! Nahh , actually randomly meet . She wanna borrow my bag n wanna follow me home, but end upp tmr early in the morning i must wake up at 515am andd be out from home at 6 to go her house andd pass her my bag ! AWAAAL dohh ! But its okayy , skali skale . After meetingg naz , sii lala tuhh pnn nkk jgk , meet bby die , HAHA ! Her bby send her home laa seyhh ! Sweet kann ? Sweet laa sgt2 . Siti Suhailah is likingg ! HAHA !  :DD Andd nw im at home updatingg bloogy ! haaaahs~   Andandd im tired already . Wanna go sleep alreadyy, bsk kene bngn awal !

                                                     Soo ..

                                                                 Till here !  =))

                                               AQILAHHnaaaakWAWA ! heeeeeehs ~ =))

-__- but =) like, wth ?

Im bored . Damn bored . Tgh2 mlm akuu lapaaaar ehh !? Waahh , first time siaa .  -__-
Well, currently chattingg wid Nazirah . Time checked : 214am
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Through out the nite i've beingg laughingg all the wayy, alone . Still smilingg nw :DD Like one crazy madd idiotics women smilingg infront of the laptopp . haaaahs !
Damn funny laa seyhh naz  n lin . Like a very sweet couple ! hahah . Lots of funny story from her jst nw . Startingg of our conversation , standard . Naz n her emo-ish SHIT story ! hahah . But she is strongg gerl, u noe !  ;DD Yeaa, damn, She is . Puttingg up a fake smile is really hurtful n hard to go through . But see ! She's strongg pepps ! OMG !         -.- Okayy, im damn bored . Mendakk perhh ? Tgh2 mlm ? Daa laa ngaa hungryhungryhungry ! Tgh2 mlm ehh ? haha ! If i were to go out andd eat , patah balek bilik, tros landingg area, katil . Haha ! Okayy, random . Sry if its in broken english or malay . Akuu daa ngantokk ! okayy, eeerrr, bye ?  ahk, yes . BYE ! haha .  :DD 

irreplaceable

I love my younger brother damn much .

I love my family damn much .

No one cann of course replace them . But sometimes they are the one tat i really hate .

ESPECIALLY my elder brother . BATUU API ! My younger brother jst came back from his camp . Andd im kinda miss him . Seeingg him now sleepingg alone makes me wanna cry . He's a mummy child . He's also soo lucky cuz wadever he wans, he'll get it at tat time. But when comes to his "muke taeiik" is really a badd one . His attitude sux sumtimes . Bile daa baek, baek nkk mampos, hugg2 all tat. But bile daa muke SHIT tumbokk2 ! But he's still i love damn much . To be frank, i love my younger brother more den anyone in my family :DD cuz he's the only adeqq i have . Dun wanna lose him . Im really goinna take damn good care of him .

Bodoh nyerh kaww !

OHH MY GODDNESS ! YAA ALLAH YAA TUHAN KUU !
KLAW BENAR LAA KAW MAHA BERKUASE, Tolongg sedarkan laa hambamu itu .
Tidakku sangka, tidakku duga. Betapa bdhnyerh kaw dann betapa buta nya mata kaww ! Nmpk sahh sgt kaww tkk serik2 . Nmpk sahh laa sgt2 ! She's nt fallingg for youuu . She's fallingg for ur fuckingg moneyy jerk !

You never change andd u'll never ever change .

Only youu ?

Hmm ..
I jst wanna share sumthings out abt me andd my life .
Im actually kinda hurt n down abt this freakingg kidd. In my eyes n heart, all i cann see n feel nw is Jinn, or also known as Ismail. He is one of my bro's ITE fwen . Andd he is the only 1 amoung all my ex tat i cnt get over it . I meann , hard to . Just dunnoe whyy, andd wondering whyy. He wanted to end our relationship cuz he's nt ready for a serious relationship . Andd gives excuses like, "this is wadd my bro wants cuz my bro dnt like us beingg as one". Andd jst like after a week or sumthingg, he has a replacement wenn he already said tat i'll be his last one n no more. Jst like WTF ? He even swore tat no matter how hard the situation are, he wnt say the 2words to me. And tat is breaking-upp. Andd all tat were bullshit u noe ! HAHA ! But its all in the past i cnt rewind it andd WONT rewind it . =) Maybe i'll jst be like Naz ? REVENGE !! HAHA ! But u'll see abt tat . Hmm .. But wadever it is i still gotta MOVE ONN ! Come onn, im still youngg mann . Still gt lots of things to EXPRIENCE . haaahs !

well currently, chatting wid nazirahh andd cuzy andd stupid hari irritates me alot at the msn like 1asshole ! urgh .
Goingg off andd movingg onn . =)

ITE Machpersonn ^^

13-14 July 2010, 3n1 andd 3n2 went to ITE Machperson to experience the ITE courses . Its was BORINGG ! Though. Certain parts were fun and some were really boredd . First day was already a boringg day . But lucky, secondd day boleyh tahann uhs . But sadd , i didnt get to make my name cardd ! hmpft !



Aniwaez, jst nw early in the morning jerqk, first thing Afiqah see me den talk abt her boyyfie n all . In fact, nt only jst nw, but everydayy ! OMG ! Keeps on talking andd talkingg abt her boyfie tat sumtimes makes me feel really down cuz memories are comingg back ! Frankly, i dun really like wen she talks abt her boyfie wid me sumtimes. I really dun mind if she wanna share things out . But wen she has a prob wid her boyfie andd of course i would help her if i could, but she wouldnt wanna listen ! Soo no point advicingg . True ? Its her all the time . Andd deep inside me, im hurt wid my past times . Especially memories wid sumone who i truly love so much . Hmm .. cnt runn away .

New Born Baby =)

Well heyy !
Im currently new to bloggs heree . New Born Bby Blogger ! haaaahs ~ I didnt make it much earlier cuz i didnt haf time to do so as im bz wid skwels n stuff . At first i wouldnt wanna have an blog account cuz im afraid i might nt update my blog n gt noo idea wadd to write abt, haha . But after readingg my fwens blog, especially Siti Suhailah's blog, tthe most damn saddest emoish blog i've ever readd, makes me wanna have my own blogspot too ! But heyy, its kindaa funn actually, though. Hmm .. ntg much to say actually . Soo i guess, till heree ! =)