no words cann decribe me now .

Time now is 0520pm . 31 December 2010 . Andd soon , in jst a few hrs comes 2011 . Andd omg , 2010 ends soo freaking faaast mann ! Next year is goinna be my very big year . Ive promised not to play around anymore n be more serious in things .

But still ii really do need someone to control me . I just dunnoe why cant i still contro myself . This is soo sad mann . I hate this . Hhmm .. Hope i'll be able to find sumone who is real to be fwens .

My parents are both no at home now . Not sure wad time will they be coming back home . I dun wanna be staying at home again like last year . Really2 wanna make a big different year when 2011 starts . Insyaallah , amin .

Hhmm .. went and met adeq jst nw as he left his HP in my bag. -.-

Met ayie n amirul for 2days straight . I find them really awkward . They seemed to be fine to be my fwens only . Not more denn that . Maybe being ttm will be enuf . Had fun wid them yesterday eventhough we didnt get to go bowling as planned . ;)

alright , im off to wdlnds civic centre for countdooooown denn off to Marinaaaa !

and its goinna be

HAPPY NEW YEAR (2011) EVERYONE ! ♥

P.S : I promise to change . i promise to be serious in the right time . I promise to work hard nxt year . With your help , i promise not to bring you down , love . Please stay and be there for me always and forever . iloveyoubby . one and only . ♥

Today is like my bad day . I dunnoe wads happening . Things got worse .
Well , met my old fwens today and accompanied but adeq . I jst cant believe wad happened jst now . How i wish i could predict everything in the world . I litterally dunnoe wad to do now . Ayie is upset that im like damn closed wid amirul . Jealousy ? Maybe huhh . Sometimes in life, its hard for us to make decisions . Andd i hate that very much . I jst dunnoe WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO ?????? ;(  SERIOUSLY , I SWEAR I WANNA CRY OUT LOUUUUD ! I SWEAR I WANNA M.I.A WID THE BOTH OF YOUUUU !! URGH !

Happy 15 Birthday Nazirah ! ♥

FINALLY ! its 21st December where Nazirah really fully turned 15years old . hahah !

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY NUR NAZIRAH . may your wishes come true , dipangjangkan umor , dann jadi lah anak yang soleha . Amin .

Wanna apologies for not coming wid the Kinects to celebrate Nazirah's advance birthday yesterday .

Cuz Nazirah , pagy akuu gy buwat rmbt beyh finish betol2 kol 0115pm . denn lepas tuu gy sembawang japp beli barang2 untk class outing .

tapy check peyh check ramai tk gy pastu drngg postponed it to nxt wk . akuu nk text kaw nk blgg aku tk sempat, daa text panjang2 beyh sampai umaa daa mlm , baruu prasan yangg akuu tkk tekan SEND !

soo im really2 sry . see tat u had fun andd hope u really do .

see the picture up there ? thats the best buddies of 3n2(2010) .
multi-racial friendship . haha . Things happened so fast . Till i didnt realised that we are actually getting closer . Didnt expect for these to happen also actually . But this is what i call fate . Naseb yang tidak boleyh ditentukan . We had lots of fun together . Walaupon persahabatan ini tidak akan kekal , akuu tk kesah . Akuu tawuu aderh orgg akan ckp , drngg buwat pkai , nak2 yang kt hujong sbelah kanan tuu . Sebab krngg tawuu die gadoh nann kwn baek die . Tapy drng klaw baek balek pnn , ahbeyh si dektu lupekan akuu , akuu tk kesah . Sebab aperh ? Sbb akuu daa biase kene tinggal nann member . kadang2 akuu tk phm . asal akuu kene respect habes2 nann member2 akuu , tapy drngg tk pernah nk respect akuu ? Bile kte 2 orgg baruu kaw nk respect . Bile aku , kaw nann MEMBER2 KAW , kaw lyn akuu mcm aku nii tkderh prasaan .  Akuu pnn tk thuu uhs , aperh krng nk . Pade mate krng aku nii aperh ? bdk taik ? kental ? maseh mentah ? ehh pls laa , akuu same age nann krngg . klaw krngg nk ckp aku gituu , kaw pnn same nann akuu jgk . mmg uhs , tk kire umur . Klaw krng nkk ckp krng boleyh pikir , krng tawuu nii , tawuu tuu . tapy krng mcm bdk2 , tak tawuu lyn SUME member kaw dgn cara yang adil . krng suke nii orgg , kaw respect habes2 . Beyh bile tk suke nii orgg , kaw lyn die mcm die tuu tkderh prasaan . wth ?
Kte pnn mcm kaw jgk , aderh prasaan . kaw nkk orgg respect kaw , kaw pnn kene respect org laen jgk . Respect bkn saje kaw kene hormat . Tapy kaw kene lyn member2 kaw dgn cara yang adil . tuu pnn kire respect jgk . JANGAN pernah lupe kwn lmr . Sbb tanpa kwn lwr , u wont be who u are nw . kwn lmr is the best klaw krng nk tawuu . Akuu seriously tk kesah klaw kaw nk lupekan akuu . Tapy 1 thing uhh , jgn cari akuu . sbb krng aderh member baruu yng lagy baek perh .
akuu kesian , kesian jgk . akuu pnn aderh prasaan . Mestu kene tawuu limit2 die laa kayy . ♥

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wow , for soo longg didnt update my blog .
there lots and loooots of things for me to share out nw .

err .. hw should i strt ? hmm .. okayy , lets strt off wid today . Well , today had a real great fucking daaayy ! LOL , afiq was a real joker mann , im telling yaa . As planned , we wanted to go for ice-skating , but too bad theres damn loooots of people in the ice-skating court . Andd we end upp playying bowling instead andd it was my first ever time playying bowling !! hahaha ! Unbelieveable huhh ? But nt bad , its was freakingg fun aniwaez . + funny . hahah ! andd there a random guy said "HI" , to me ? hahah ! WTH !! hotstuff sgt ke ? wakakakka ! jkjk . denn we went headingg home after lala got her smallsmall toy she playyed . anddphotos will be uploading ltr . ^^

ohh well , enuf of today .
lets talk abt my life . Since i didnt update my blog for soo damn long .

Aderh hikmah disebaliknyerh . akuu sungguh percaye dengan kate2 itu . ia terbukti . akuu percaye dengan Allah S.W.T . akuu terbayangg-bayangg dan dengan secare tiba2 , akuu teringat pula pkck ku yng kini sangat amat ku rindui dan perlukan sekali . Pkck tidak pernah bersolat , dann juga , tidak pernah berpuase . Tiap-tiap malam , clubbing , tmpt2 maksiat itulaa tmpt yng akan die pergy dgn tiada putus . Kini , hidup nya sudah pnn mula berubah . die menjadi seorang yng alim dan beriman . Dia suda mula bersolat . Mendengar azan membuwat nya berasa sungguh tenang kata pkck ku bila ku kunjungi nya di tmpt tertutup itu . Melihat wajah nya , ingin ku menjatuhkan airmata ku . tetapi ku harus kuatkan diri . Wajah yang penuh dgn kekesalan , kesedihan yang tidak dapat diluahkan . iya , iya sungguh amat sedih . sedih kann ? =(( aku sungguh merindui pkck ku . ya allah , cepatkan laa masa supaya pkck ku boleyh disamping ku kembali .

pheew ~ so touching ! wkakaak ! okayy , sumpah aku sedih siaa . nii kata2 jujur daripada hati yng suci dan seikhlas-ikhlas nabi . cheeeyydibaah ! hahhah , but wad to do . life must go on ..

Okayy , recently , im getting to get closed wid hamsa . and sinMin maybe ? hahah ! things in life happened to fast . till i didnt realise tat we're buddies ? wkakaka ! i jst cnt believe this ! another unbelieveable case ! hahaah ! tidak ku sangka sungguh tidak ku dugaa !! haha , siak uhs . okayy uhs , hadd fun also wid them . lagypnn tk slh siaa aku nk rapt nann drng . sbb akuu suke ! haahhah , tkderh sen , aderh member kaya raya bebb ! wkakakak ! sial uhs ! prangai mate juitaaann ! haha , tkderh laa , fake laa . kaylaa , till here . byee ~