Im ecstatic now. and of course im released. Thought ubby was mad at me. Cause he didnt reply to me for quite soo long. Nothing in my mind actually thought you were sleeping.Yeaa, that was how blind am i. I only thought that you were mad at me and trinna cool urself down. I went to searched for ubby. I ditched my night class, ditched my sleeping hours, and even ditched my hungry stomach since morning. You told me you wanna meet me at 2.30pm. I didnt eat cause i thought i wanna have lunch with you. Instead, i save it up for ntg. Now that ubby is coming over, i hope we can go for dinner.

 I feel stupid for being over-reacted just now. But, you just dont understand whats really going in my mind. I just dont want history to repeat. Even though i promised you that history wonnt repeat, remember?

 Ubby, i hope you remember every single promises we made. Especially those first 5Promises we made. Was supposed o be 6. But hey, i dun think so anymore now right. Cause baby, didnt i swear to you that i wont go away?(": 

ubby, i didnt ask for much. I didnt ask for anything anyways. Just wanted the old us, the old you back sayangg. I really miss the old us. The love we had, those hugs and kisses we had. Those missing moments we were for each other. 

You wanted an RC car, but i just dont have enough money yet. Soo i decided to make you this. Sorry if its lame to you, But thats the temporary RC car i can give you first. Hope you like your monthsary gift hubby(':

 with lots of love, i will always love you forever and always <3

Wanted to text ubby up , but im scared. 

Cause, i dun wanna be disturbing him , so as i dun wanna be scolded :( wanna tell him im missing him now. But, nehhh he will scold me and will eventually asked me to sleep or he will give up and just sleep first. Yeaa, thats the "NOW" haziq. sighhhhh . But nvm, i shall endure. But dude, come on, ure my ubby . Not my crush? Nvm, i shall be strong and not cause any troubles between us. This coming Thursday is our exact 9months together. Well, in this 9months, soo many things had happened.Be it sweet and bitter(": i hope things will get better and smoother. InsyaAllah. I swear i just love haziq soo much. Nothing can actually change that. Despite what he did to me, i still cant deny that i dun hate him for that. I cant hate him. To be frank :"( im selfish when it comes to his part. But, im being even more selfish to myself now. I dun wanna be scolded anymore. Soo i will just swollen everything through. Its alright though, cause i swear i would rather lose the fight than i lose you ubby. I hope you could see that u mean everything to me. 

Well heyy, on our 9monthsary ubby, i bought you this Obey snapback. 

I hope you like it. 

Wanted to buy you a pair of shoes. But baby, i ndunnoe ur size :(

 maybe will get for you very soon ;) 

ubby, continue to love me like how u did before. Like how u known me for the first few mnths. Cause i was in love with that Muhammad NurHaziq Bin Hamdan.


Ubby, i want you to know that no matter what youre the one whom i love soo much like no others. I wanna you to know that no one ever made me love this much. Ubby, i want you to know that you deserve the best. You're far from the usual. I wanna be ur princess, forever and always. I dun want other girls to hold you. You dun deserve them. I swear you wont be the way you wanted if you were with them. Soo dun be mad, im fcking selfish. Yes hubby. Because you taught me, How to Love. How to put pieces together. I wasn't someone with a heart before i known you. You taught me to believe in love again, and you taught me how to be patient. The most is that ubby, u taught me to believe in teenage love again. Ubby, you promised me you wont go no matter what. I hope you still remember the promises we first made. Ubby, i still remember every single beat of us. Every single say and done. Ubby, no one but you, please stay with me and make me ur last. Cause im gonna make u my last ubby. Please stay and show me the right way to live. I dun want others, but you and only you. Happy 9Monthsary to us Hubby(": last forever okay:*