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Sunday, January 2, 2011

Chapter #002 of 2011

Theres ntg much actually for me to post this time . But ohh well , im bored soo might as well i'll jst post something . Hunns is busy watching movie . Min is bz wid sleeps . Everybody is bz . So left me alone bz updating my bloggy . ohh well , better denn ntg andd here it goes ..

Time checked : 0123am andd im still nt sleepy . Currently listening to Heyy Daddy-Usher . Jyeaa , freaking bored , haiz . Went ut wid famiy today . Was quite awesome eventhough in between theres sum cork-ups wid mum . tsk , standard . mulot mk akuu klaw daa kuaa manerh leyh diam klaw gy tmpt yng ramai org . gyle babi siaa . But overall , its awesome . Family bonding oi , saperh tk suke . ^^
Hhmm .. i nvr tot the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.Im currently kinda sad and confused . Hope my 2dear fwens could understand my situation now . But at the same time , i noe i'll hurt them really bad . Cuz they've put so much high hopes . Andd high hopes sumtimes is leading to harmness . I dun wanna be hurting people . Karmas , yes i do believe in that . But i jst dun wanna hurt them deeper .
Lies hurts deeper denn truths rite ? ;( 
Just hope they could understand . Im so touched by amirul's intention to bring me out to a high class place when theres a chance . He promised me that . Andd it'd been witnessed by Azrin.
He so wanted me to mark his words , keep his promise for him andd hold on to his words. :(

OMG , cann i cry ? urgh ! ;(

Min pula , wanna go out wid me too . On friday . Wanna watch movie together .
But were expecting me to be theirs . Amirul is a type of guy who has ntg but a nice kind , sincere heart . While min has a lil bit high standard denn amirul but still low from mine . Min has a very sincere n kind heart too . i seriously cann see they really do . But i jst cant have u guys yet .
As for Haikal , im always wid my promise . Somehow , i just feel like m.i.a-ing . But thinking twice , i'll be hurting the double . Soo , wads goinna happen , im goinna let it happen .
i cnt do anitink but to jst let it flow .
Its just too bad that every person cann only have a person in their heart . Andd thats the reason why we have only 1 heart .
 haiz , guess tats enuf for today . Im off to sleep ~

                                                           iloveyou , imissyou , sosooo muuuch cutesweetstuffy ! 
                                                                               no one but you bby, no matter wad. ♥

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1 January 2011 #001

Today was a rest day for me at home . As im super tired andd lazy to go out . Nothing much happened today . Hhmm .. currently im have a conversation wid haikal cutesweetstuffy andd alfie .
 Andd yes yaw ! akuu jatoh cinta lagy .. lagy lagy kuu jatuh cintaaaa ! haha !
Im hoping he's really the one im looking for all this while .
Eventhough we're jst still fwens for now , yet he's so freking sweeeet ! hehe .
 No matter wad happen , he'll always stay wid me . He's sleeping after i sleeps .
Asked me if he should reply a girl's text . Andand , he's willing to wait for me sampai bile .
weeee ^^  sweeeet riteeeee ?? heeehs ~  jyeaa , i noe . heheh !
Nvr had a fwen like this .
I swear , if i had u , i'll be wid yaa n take good care of u forever . i swear my love .
Hhmm .. he seemed to be serious in his words andd he is in fact .  :) Hope i get to settle my other things faster andd may have a blast wid haikal cutesweetstuffy . ♥


P.S : bby , please trust me kay ? When i say i love you , means i really do love you . im different . im seriously not like other girls . u'll noe when u get to know me more . i mean very word i say . i dun wanna be hurt . So i promise andd i swear i wont hurt u either . Its okayy if u still cant or dun wanna trust me . Cuz i noe , i understand its really hard to you or even anyone to trust these words . But its okayy , take ur time kayy . All i want you to know is that im different from any others . So appreciate me yaa ? loveyouualwaysbby . no one but u. =)) ♥




                                             MUHD HAIKAL ♥
                                ILOVEYOU KAY ? :) ♥
                                                                                trust me bby.