Like i said dude , words are not everything(": 

youre being too negative nowadays . and blaming me instead .

 i shut the fuck up and let you in , because wanna save from fights .

 But actually it got worse . It rotting ur mind(": 

nvm , lesson learnt right . 

Hey haziq , believe it or not , i nvr loved like how i did to you .

 you were the one who thought me love . 

you know my past , u should understand what i meant (":

 Remember what i told u when the first few times we known each other ?

 that words are thing to me . i nvr regret what i did , dun make me regret what i did .

 Remember how hard you get me and you still got me till now .

 Remember you said we built a nice castle and you wouldnt wanna ruin it and build again . 

Remember ? (": we stayed strong together . you scold the hell out of me , anywhere anytime you want , and i still stay . 

You insulted me and still are , i still stay(": 

You treated me like a trash(thats what i felt) i still stay .

 Well whats worse ? you called me a dog(": 

and i still stay and gave you an option still . 

cant you see how much you meat to me ? 

You called me sundal , i still can take it cuz my mum used to say that to me last time 

. But no one in my entire life called me a dog .

 Nvr had a guy , Straight guy i mean , ever abused me . 

I still stay sayang . im not saying im regretting this .

 I just dun wanna lose you and at the same time i cant bare to be treated like now .

Remember how perfectly you treat me when we are just 1-2 months ago ? I

 put all my trust and love on you . 

Remember what i told you during that time ? That i will forever and always love you (":

i just hate it when u get mad at something and u threw ur tantrums on me . 

and i still shut the fck up cuz i dun wanna cause anything worse . 

When you got no gudang , out of the blue your mood swings and you strted to scold the hell out of you . 

Love is everything , happiness , respecting , protecting , 

and willing to take just any risk for our love ones . 

Love is not just the feeling . I need the old you , old us back :"/