chillziie

Tuesday, May 1, 2012


Wanted to text ubby up , but im scared. 

Cause, i dun wanna be disturbing him , so as i dun wanna be scolded :( wanna tell him im missing him now. But, nehhh he will scold me and will eventually asked me to sleep or he will give up and just sleep first. Yeaa, thats the "NOW" haziq. sighhhhh . But nvm, i shall endure. But dude, come on, ure my ubby . Not my crush? Nvm, i shall be strong and not cause any troubles between us. This coming Thursday is our exact 9months together. Well, in this 9months, soo many things had happened.Be it sweet and bitter(": i hope things will get better and smoother. InsyaAllah. I swear i just love haziq soo much. Nothing can actually change that. Despite what he did to me, i still cant deny that i dun hate him for that. I cant hate him. To be frank :"( im selfish when it comes to his part. But, im being even more selfish to myself now. I dun wanna be scolded anymore. Soo i will just swollen everything through. Its alright though, cause i swear i would rather lose the fight than i lose you ubby. I hope you could see that u mean everything to me. 

Well heyy, on our 9monthsary ubby, i bought you this Obey snapback. 
I hope you like it. 
Wanted to buy you a pair of shoes. But baby, i ndunnoe ur size :(
 maybe will get for you very soon ;) 
ubby, continue to love me like how u did before. Like how u known me for the first few mnths. Cause i was in love with that Muhammad NurHaziq Bin Hamdan.


Ubby, i want you to know that no matter what youre the one whom i love soo much like no others. I wanna you to know that no one ever made me love this much. Ubby, i want you to know that you deserve the best. You're far from the usual. I wanna be ur princess, forever and always. I dun want other girls to hold you. You dun deserve them. I swear you wont be the way you wanted if you were with them. Soo dun be mad, im fcking selfish. Yes hubby. Because you taught me, How to Love. How to put pieces together. I wasn't someone with a heart before i known you. You taught me to believe in love again, and you taught me how to be patient. The most is that ubby, u taught me to believe in teenage love again. Ubby, you promised me you wont go no matter what. I hope you still remember the promises we first made. Ubby, i still remember every single beat of us. Every single say and done. Ubby, no one but you, please stay with me and make me ur last. Cause im gonna make u my last ubby. Please stay and show me the right way to live. I dun want others, but you and only you. Happy 9Monthsary to us Hubby(": last forever okay:*